Maria Ferrara Pema, born in 1933 and raised in Poland,
believes that for decades a Catholic monk telepathically and hypnotically
possessed her. Throughout her book, Pema calls this monk “Friar G.” She
describes Friar G. as a stigmatic (who bleeds with the wounds of Jesus), with a
cult following in Italy. Friar G., she says, knew Padre Pio, the newly canonized
saint, and apparently “inherited” Pio’s stigmatic condition. Anatomy of a
Life Possessed is the author’s autobiographical testament about her origins,
self-proclaimed possession experience, struggle to maintain her sanity, and
reactionary stance against the Roman Catholic Church.
Pema begins with her origins in Poland, where she was
raised in privileged circumstances with her twin brother. Stalinism and
communism were her first belief systems. At age 16 she became an accomplished
ballet dancer in Warsaw, and later she pursued an acting career in Italy. Her
father was a Tibetan aristocrat and a physician with Buddhist principles. He was
at one time a doctor to the Russian czar and his family when Rasputin was on the
scene. Pema describes her mother as an elegant, overbearing woman who was more
concerned with appearances than with nurturing her children.
As a young actress, Pema worked in Fellini’s La Dolce
Vita (if you are a Fellini fan, you will like some of the author’s insights
into this innovative filmmaker). She later married a famous entertainment
lawyer, Max, who was 30 years her elder. During this period, the proverbial
“sixties,” Pema hung out with the hip elite, experimented with drugs, and sought
contact with prominent gurus, including the Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, whose
Transcendental Meditation movement attracted many celebrities worldwide. She
also turned to Catholicism and various Christian sects at this time in her
search for truth.
Most of Pema’s story is about what happened after she met
Friar G. Upon meeting the enigmatic monk at his church in 1972, Pema felt a
palpable connection with his “energy,” and instantly she received telepathic
messages indicating that the monk would use her for a miracle. At that time in
the early 1970s a paralyzed man was coming to Friar G. for healing, with no
success. Pema reports that Friar G. entranced her to use her body as a vehicle
to heal the paralytic man. According to Pema, Friar G. needed a bona fide
miracle to achieve recognition as a living saint. Pema began to feel the man’s
paralysis as she felt Friar G. directing her to nod her head back and forth in a
motion that would somehow trigger the spine of the paralytic to heal, as if by
sympathetic magic.
Pema’s possession eventually strained her marriage to the
point that she lived apart from her husband and later moved to New York. Still,
she claims that Friar G. telepathically managed to influence her across the
Atlantic Ocean. As examples, she explains that he caused her to engage in a
sexual relationship with a younger man and continued to use her to
sympathetically heal the paralytic. Pema suffered bouts of immobility and pain.
During one of her excursions to seek relief and spiritual insight, Pema went to
see Gurumayi (a.k.a. Swami Chidvilasananda) at her South Fallsburg, New York
ashram. While there, Pema got no relief, and she claims that this guru, a
protégé of the controversial Swami Muktananda, who died in 1982, is a paranoid
and manipulative cult leader.
In Part 2 of her book, fully two-thirds of the text, Pema
expands upon her “letter to the Pope,” in which she complains about Friar G.’s
use of “mind control” on her. After having consulted some books critical of
church dogma and tradition, Pema rants on and on about how the Holy See managed
to hide the truth about the real Jesus. In her view, Jesus was also possessed,
as were most saints, including Padre Pio. Pema utilizes published criticism
about Pio in her denunciation of the Church, which she says colludes to blind
the faithful to the truth. On page 139, Pema cites Marija Gimbutas and other
sources who claim that the Church executed 8 or 9 million women during the
“witch hunts” of the fifteenth to the eighteenth centuries. The latter is an
unsupported exaggeration, as research indicates, and this is not to minimize the
horrible events, that less than 100,000 men and women were executed.* Of course,
Pema, who aligns with many New Age writers, neglects to mention criticism of
Gimbutas, whose circuitous logic does not convince non-feminist scholars in her
field of archeology.**
Part 2 of the book also contains the writer’s speculation
about cosmic reality and the meaning of life. In a chapter titled “The
Physiology of Manipulation” (pages 265-66), Pema attempts to explain in medical
terms how her possession worked:
....my frequent outbursts and lack of any sense of shame
were because my hypothalamus was thrown out of balance. I was forced to
surrender control over my actions. Because it exerts such influence over the
autonomic nervous system, the hypothalamus basically serves as the higher
nervous center governing the lower. By stimulating the lower, Friar G. was able
to make it prevail over the higher, controlling center.
To me, this rationalization parallels the theosophical
speculation of New Age favorites such as Rudolf Steiner, not the medical
knowledge of science.
Oddly, Pema attempts to educate the reader about the
dangers of cults and mind control, possession and religion. Her quest for the
big answer leads her to accept Confucianism and non-religious Buddhism, as well
as secular humanism. In her mind, the latter is exemplified in the work of Paul
Kurtz, a skeptic, and founder of Free Inquiry magazine. Ironically, she
finds Kurtz’s atheistic philosophy to be the bedrock of reality, but she misses
completely that Kurtz the skeptic would never support her belief in telepathic
possession. Pema expounds on quantum theory and recites the New Age belief that
modern physics has proved that the brain, being of the same stuff as the
universe, can affect the physical and social environment through thought alone.
This perspective also explains why Pema holds the bizarre notion that mind
control is accomplished through telepathic thought transference. On page 273 she
states, “We already know that our cells make very good transmitters and
receptors; we can send our thoughts and wills to influence people far away.”
We have no idea whether Friar G. ever knew anything about
Pema’s irrational compliance. She does report that in a rare, personal talk with
the monk, Friar G. urged her to see a psychiatrist. Many others in her life told
her to do the same. Pema insists throughout her story that she was possessed,
not mentally ill. She denies specifically and elaborately (page 105) that she
had manifestations of schizophrenia. (At the time of this book’s writing, Pema
tells us she is managing to stay stable or “un-possessed” with the help of
“medicines,” but she does not specify what these medicines are.)
Pema’s intent in publishing her story is mentioned in the
back page: “The author plans to create a nonprofit organization whose mission is
to protect innocent people, particularly children, from the dangers of religious
cults by proposing to create new legislation.” If after reading my review anyone
is still interested, Pema currently resides in New York City.
This book fails as a didactic tool, but it does present the
personal mythology of a woman bent on reconstructing reality to sustain her
denial of what may be a mental illness.
* From Richard Smoley, an editor of Gnosis Magazine,
who, in 1998, cited Robin Briggs, Witches and Neighbors: The Social and
Cultural Context of European Witchcraft (New York: Viking, 1996), p. 8.
“The commonly cited figure of nine million victims, by the way, is generally
thought to be ridiculously inflated; more sober estimates say that the witch
hunts claimed 40,000-50,000 lives over three centuries, about 75% women.”
http://www.lumen.org/intros/intro48.html
** “In 1982 Gimbutas reissued her book as The
Goddesses and Gods of Old Europe, and she began seeing representations
of the Goddess, and of female reproductive apparatus (wombs, Fallopian
tubes, amniotic fluid), in a huge array of Stone Age artifacts, even in
abstractions such as spirals and dots.” Charlotte Allen. “The Scholars and
The Goddess: Historically speaking, the `ancient’ rituals of the Goddess
movement are almost certainly bunk” (The Atlantic Monthly/January
2001)